Challenges | theghostofsophie's Blog

We're only 6 days into 2013 and already I've been thrown into so many challenges that I don't need. To start with as I've mentioned before my mother being an alcoholic is something I've lived with my whole life but it still gets no easier when she has yet another relapse. New Years day was the first day since Christmas that it happened which may not seem a long while but trust me it's an achievement. I can't be doing with the arguments that are involved with my grandma because neither or us can cope.
At the start of the year I was happy, I was proud of the work I was proud of what I'd accomplished. I was trying as hard as I could to keep on top of my resolutions. I started doing my vlogs again and I'm watching them back to write this, its upsetting me to see how happy I was with life. The amount of times in each vlog I say I'm good or life is good is just unbelievable.
My relief has been getting into Astrology again. I used to check my horoscopes daily but then I stopped again. I got more into it this time and understand it more, I've even managed to give a reading to my friend as well as looking at mine everyday. Its been a way to distract me from what is supposed to be my life. Even Astrology isn't enough to stop me thinking of things that I could do to cope with things.
There's one final thing that I really need to get off my chest and that is yet another argument between me and my 'friend'. She decided that something I hadn't realised she didn't know was my fault and had an extreme go at me. This may not seem like a big deal but it has made me so furious with her for exaggeration yet again about absolutely nothing. Anyway, rant over, I hope that anyone who reads this has had a better start to 2013 than I have and I hope you have an amazing year.