Life Is Good | theghostofsophie's Blog

Maybe it's because it's Christmas but I'm content right now. I'm getting what I need to do done and I'm feeling good about a lot of things. The first being the complete turn around with one of my teachers at school. No joke, my friends and I thought she hated me after she heard me slagging her off one day after class but last lesson she did not shut up about me and kept saying my name by accident. Now she is going to help me with my letter applying to become head girl at our school. She kept me behind after class to try and convince me to do it. I don't know what to think about that anymore but I'm starting to wonder why I hated her in the first place.
Second thing is that my mum is finally spending Christmas with me and my grandma. I have to say I am so fucking happy about that. I haven't had a good Christmas for at least three years and everything seems to be falling into place. I'm also happy for her because she's started talking to one of her ex's again who I saw for the first time in four years a couple of days ago and it was like nothing had ever happened. If she's happy so am I.
I'm starting to think about my new year's resolutions and I know there's going to be a lot. I know there not going to be normal either but I'm not writing them until next week. I'm starting to figure out who I am which I've wanted to do for ages now. It's something that has really upset me in the past how I never know what I want to do with my life or who I want to be but I know for a fact that next year is going to be my year. The year I find myself and break out of my shell. Bring on 2013.